I’ve been in my new job for just over 4 months and I feel like I’m not doing anything. I don’t think I even know what my job is. I’m trying to put together a work plan which will hopefully help, but in the meantime my self-esteem is in the toilet and my mood is quite dark.
I’m also quite pissed off about how the 2 organisations I work for have welcomed me. In one I’ve been waiting for a phone basically since I started and my induction wasn’t great. In the other I feel like no-one really knows I’m there. I also can’t access the printer and I don’t think anyone cares, mostly because no-one has even checked that I can do such mundane things.